Today wasn't bad. Actually, it was good. A total of 3 people told me I looked  good today (yes, they were all my friends. Bias? Hush, you do not know what you say) while 2 people said my hair looked great and it would be nice if I got thinner (yes, Ma and Ma's sister). The latter two were particularly adamant in their opinion because they started ( Read more... )

I am so bad at dealing with my failures. I'm not a bad student, I know that. But why is it that I can't celebrate my achievements properly but want to hang myself over my failures? I want to be able to not feel things so much because I can't deal with the consequences of the aftermath. I want to avoid putting myself in situations where I might have ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling 80% depressed (I would have said 100%, but then I am reminded that no, my chest is never depressed (it actually needs to be repressed MOAR!) so I subtracted accordingly). I feel lethargic, I am in bed most of the time, and I just don't feel right doing anything even though I know work is going to pile up if I don't get my ( Read more... )